03.24.05 : 7:14 p.m.

you know that uncomfortable, betrayed, naked and disturbed feeling you get when you find out you have been violated for god knows how many months?

well, it's like that you see. and that's why i must leave this place. not to be dramatic about it or anything. im just trying to bow out in the most graceful way possible.

and let's be real here folks, the circumstances that caused the things that were written here are no more. which is to say, the relationship dissipated long ago, and as such, i've moved on. it doesn't mean i don't go through those emotions and that those things no longer cross my mind, because sometimes, i do. you can't just erase years of your life in months, after all. but i no longer feel comfortable expressing my emotions through this particular forum anymore. my home is no longer my home, you see. it was taken from me.

so, i bid you all a fond farewell and good luck in all your endeavors and if you wish to not be a stranger contact me via guestbook with a way to reach you and we might just meet each other again.

xo